i never really quite understood my friends' "obsession" with being part of a cabin crew. Probably the fact that they are very unhappy with their current jobs and the glitz and glamour that entails it are pretty much appealing to them.
I admit, travelling is THE factor in wanting it, but it definitely screws up your body clock. You go to London and you come back, wondering what time you should fall asleep.
You want glitz and glamour? Just walk along Beverly Hills/shop in Rodeo Drive/club in Hollywood. Aren't they the same? And you're not even working! Would love to bump into Andrew Garfield at the beach or along the streets while I'm people-watching at some cafe.
And Mao Shihui is going to Yale. Lucky thing. Would bug her to bring home some See's candies when she flies back. Al has once again proven his persistent little point the last time we talked.
Seriously, A DOG?! that would really be the icing on the cake. Recommended a golden retriever since he asked.

I dreamt that my cousin, Michael, became a doctor! Ooh, fancy fancy. He looked good in his blue scrubs though. Reminds me of the time Margaret and him brought Stephen and I to Krispy Kreme in SF. Heavenly smells wafting through the air made the cold air so much easier to bear. Beats Famous Amos ANYTIME. Regret not heading into the F21 boutique then, but I sure as hell would drag my cheap Singaporean ass in the same time I pass by.
Miss the barking of the seals on Pier 39, chomping a HUGE Churros along the way. What can I say, I'm a sucker for this through and through.

It feels strange that I keep thinking that I am afraid I would bump into Geon whenever I go there. The same damn corner with the non-existent communication.
I hope Zc is fine though, he was a mess yesterday. Addie was dressed all prim & proper, I wonder why cos he's supposed to be THE queen on Handbag Night. Strange.


I talk here so I do not so much as "unload" a sentence onto you anymore, so we dont quarrel. I'm sure that is fine by both of us and it sure makes things easier for you. Wanting something so much from you was my downfall. Led me into this predicament. I would no longer try "do things to make you stay". That sentence bugs me every single night. Can't believe thats what you truly think of me. Since all we've been doing is not to salvage "us", wouldn't it be better for me to keep things fine and dandy, just the way you want it to be? Act like there's not a care in the world...

Meredith: [voiceover] Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple - to be happy. Maybe it's this expectation though of wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to states of bliss, the more confused we get - to the point where we don't recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling - trying to be the happy people we wish we were. Until it eventually hits us, it's been there all along. Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar.